2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
See, whenever I have a really awful day, and I come back to my roommates or my sorority sisters and they ask how my day was I have this feeling like "uh you just wont 'get' it" because everything that happens has such a background, has such a specific affect on you and a unique reaction in your heart, and sometimes it is just to annoying to sit someone down and explain to them why everything was bad. God knows, he knows every single feeling you have and every though you think, even before you have them. God knows what you do, and what you will do, He created ME! He made me who I am for a reason, all in His plan, and he knows me better than anyone. How cool is that? I am trying hard today to trust God, because His plan is greater than I can imagine and even though I am unaware of his plan for me, I have to trust it. The Lord gave me this heart of mine for a reason.
So now, after all this, I can easily rest tonight, because I know I have Him. He understands me and loves me despite all things...How do I know His love? Because of all he has done for me...but more on that later. I will leave you with this, my favorite part of Psalms 139, Psalms 139:9-10.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
-M